Yesterday I spent a beautiful day at a scrapbook crop. I went to this crop with a purpose...I wanted to work on Savvy's donor family album. I wanted to thank the family of our donor angel for each and every moment that they have given us with our baby girl. I could not work on the album alone for I just kept crying....thinking about how close we came to losing her and then about how GRATEFUL we are for having her and then for the pain the family of our donor angel is feeling in their loss and yet for the love they have shown complete strangers....so many emotions.

So, I went...I spent so much time looking at every detail thinking am I making it to simple or too ornate?...is the the right picture? Am I choosing the right words? Is this a good idea? How do you thank someone for saving your little Warrior Princess? How do you express gratitude in a way that is tangible? How do I share our story without details for we are not allowed to provide them without screaming....YOU SAVED SAVANNAH!! She is the most precious thing in my life...YOU SAVED ROBERT... YOU SAVED ANA...How????

So...I did the best I could...with my husband's help..who overlooked every picture I was choosing and every word...he too I know feels it...feels this .. this intense feeling...I do not know how to describe it... but I guess gratitude is the best word.

Well, the day was nice and I even decided to become a Creative Memories consultant. I decided to do this primarily to help others the way we have been helped time and time again. For those of you who know anyone who needs help with their medical expenses I will be happy to host an online "crop" and donate the profits....just email me at analiz0211@yahoo.com with Creative Memories on the subject line so we can make arrangements..when I have the website through Creative Memories set up I will share the link.

Afterwards I met up with my amazingly handsome husband...boy was he looking cute yesterday!!! I am a lucky girl! and my beautiful daughter chilling out at the beach...so Savvy has grown up to be an official beach bum...she is so at home on the beach...it is precious.

I am so grateful...so very, very grateful for today and all of the possibilities that tomorrow brings!